Post by MysaidesCaldier on Apr 9, 2004 11:46:25 GMT
My eyes looked beyond what was in front of me. My eyes trying hard to ignore the carnage and searching for a sign of what is in my heart. The two hills that had once sheltered this patch of virgin green seemed to sag and buckle at the sight of what had come to pass in the place, that wind swept hills had once hid from all. The grass sagged yellow drenched in ash and gore. That day had seen some savage artist paint over in blood with a morose strokes clotting blood from one end to the other. The dust of the undead, covered my comrades as their lifeless stares all looked to the heavens whispering the same question. All the minds as the slipped to black must of had the same question of no more fires under stars? I closed the eyes of both my brother and father, looking back to the two hills I hoped that just over that hill was some other fair elf that could at least sing a sad song. Company for my long march home. This battle was won but I had yet to know the cost. I could see around me already it was too much to bear. At least home would be safe no undead to feast on Sidelwood blood and turn our loved ones to maddness and slavery. A nightmare for as I buried my brethren each by our customs night fell over the field. All to soon I saw how we had won nothing. For as I weeped over each and put them to rest that first night. I heard them come back calling my name. Asking me why I led them to d**nation why they must thirst as they do. In the years of men after the battle of Nalanthor's Hills I spent not a day less then one thousand and twenty-two. Sleepless fighting all those who I had once called my brother slaying them that had gave me their confidence as captain of the armies of our homeland. After the time I spent there no grass could grow under the ash. No tree could delve deep enough to escape the sickness of the land. Those that were once healthy and strong rotted away before my eyes and hulks of lifeless monuments lay all before me. I left there knowing that I had cursed my lands and my brethen. It was my confidence that doomed my troops and my homelands. What person can go home when all that would welcome him would ask of a loved one he had charge over? How do you face being the only person to come back from a "victory"?